I guess it has come to this; it is really over. Everything that we shared is now only a memory. Where did I go wrong? Did I love you too much? Did I give too much too often? Did I try to hard to be your everything? I will never know.
I gave you my heart, my body, and my soul. In return, you left me with sleepless nights, a selfish disregard for men, and a son who I will raise alone.You promised to always be here. You promised that I would always be your one and only love affair. You promised not to be like the rest. You promised!!
I need this blog..
8 years ago
Mz Rich - U can only take ownership of your part of the relationship and not blame yourself for what was done to you... Funny thing is the questions you ask of yourself are some of the same things I ask my myself of my failed relationship. However, I have to recognize that I am only partially at fault. The things that he did were of his decision, HIS choice and those choices are not BECAUSE of anything that I did, but moves he CHOSE to make... Stay strong and stay true to yourself!! Those two things YOU have control over!
ReplyDeleteTiki,
ReplyDeleteI love you girl. I had to come back to this and get a quick wiff of reality. Thanks for being you and being my friend.